Procastination

It just happens to be that when you have no idea what you're studying in English the task of writing an essay seems to be the most daunting task. Everything you happen to write feels like complete bullshit yet you have to continue to write and you're just wishing someone could slap some sense into you. Nothing happens to be making any sense. You keep refreshing your Facebook and tumblr (even though you just know nothing exciting is going to happen), you're blogging about nonsense yet again and temple run just seems like the most exhilarating game on the planet. So fuck this, back to work.

Lien 

Thoughts

It's 2am in the morning and I'm on the phone and I'm feeling tired but I can't sleep either. Went state library today in hope I'll get some of my chem assessment done when I should actaullt get started on SOR since it's due week 2 but I have misplaced my book and notification. I think I may have left it in the locker still.
But anyways 2 more weeks til school. I should just take it easy for awhile. Today my pre-order of 'The fault of our stars' came :) woo and it's a signed copy so I can't wait til get started on that!
Anyways ta da for now. Blog laters when I'm free
Xox lien

An obvious sign from the universe

It's cloudy & rainy. My laptop is currently in repair, I don't even know when I'll be getting it back. So my only access to he Internet is via my phone and school laptop :( im blogging on my phone. I have no distractions, all tv shows are coming out and I can't watch them without my laptop. The universe is clearly giving me the vibes right now. I take it that the universe wants me to get finally started on serious stuff.
I am craving sushi.
Lien

Twenty twelve and other New Year's related things

Being the 1st January 2012, it is a tad to late to be writing up a New Year's Resolution. But i'll write one up today anyways !
I'll keep this year's resolution easy and straight to the point.

My 2012 resolution is:
Study hard, focus and get fit.
Study hard because it is after all my last year of high school and its the year that really matters. Second to get fit because i was dying of exhaustion and left gasping for air after climbing up 13 flights of stairs to the roof last night in fear i would miss the 9pm fireworks due to busy elevators.

My New Year's Eve. A picture speaks a thousands words. 
I spent New Year's eve at an apartment at McMahon's Point. Check out the view.

 Crowd in the early morning

 Crowd in the late afternoon/evening. See if you can spot Wally?

 I climbed up 13 flights so stairs to reach this door to watch the 9pm fireworks.

 View from window at Night

 Climbing 13 flights of stairs down is way easier than 13 flights up. Watched the 12pm fireworks from the parking lot.

Happy New years everyone. I didn't get home until 5 o'clock in the morning, well that's how you know for sure you had a great night.
Until next time 
xox Lien

Another year gone...

Another year is to pass and like every year people say "let next year be better" or "Thank god this year is over, it was the worst" etc. but really every year has it's up and it's down, although I understand for wishing for something better though. This year for me has been pretty good although like always there were problems here and there. I'm not completely sure where to start my reminiscence of this year. Like every single year I don't want this year to pass and as cliche as it sounds I never want to grow up. I am not quite sure why every year I'm so hesitant of a new year, I don't understand why I never want another year to past. Maybe it's because I don't like the idea of change or maybe I'm having a pre-mid-life crisis haha.

Well, my year started off with going to the New Year's eve fireworks in the city with Winnie, John, David, Anton, Bill and Nick also I was on the phone with Paolo. I remember we were walking to the station and every station we passed was like closed so we had to walk to town hall from circular quay and it was the most tiring start ever but it was quite fun. Walking around late at night or early in the morning with people screaming "Happy New Year" and being with friends and the drunk idiots walking around was quite funny. I went home and well slept. 

There were so many things that happened in the middle of the year. Year 11 was quite a big year for me, there was so much work to be down and for once I had to study to get good marks so I guess it stressed me out. I got closer to a few people but also grew further away from some. I remember dreading waking up so early to go to school, laughing, smiling, crying, complaining about feo to every single person I could and picking fights with him and talking behind his back and ignoring him and of course trying to get rid of him (no luck yet but hopefully next year), to be frank I don't remember much of what happened only some. I remember crying because it was the end of Harry Potter and watching all those videos of their speeches. I remember the days I spent with my close friends; going out with Winnie like a billion times, city with Nilasi, HP7 with Aivee and Paolo, Therese's house "party," spending my day with Paolo and so many more where I cherished a part of the year with the people I love. I remember camp, it was actually quite fun, commando was hilarious and the giant swing was LOVE. Joining the debating team and getting our arses kicked although we did win 1 out of 3 which is pretty good for a new team. Learning so many new things, getting closer with my teachers and learning so many things from my subjects. The Luna Park excursion was extremely fun, running around and trying to go on as many rides as we could which only ended us in being extremely sick on the way home. Frankly, I can't list everything out even though I want too. However, this year has not been completely perfect. I had many reasons to cry, I remember the days where I didn't want to go school or see anyone, I got angry and frustrated but...

This year will have a near perfect ending... 
The last month I had was filled with much love from the people around me. Paolo and I had our first year anniversary, where we spent the day(a week later because of assessments) at his house and it was only just us two as simple as it is I wouldn't have had it any other way. I went city with Winnie and we walked around for ages and completely got lost (first week of holidays [Thursday]), finishing the school year which was a relief (besides the fact of redoing eco assessment), Christmas Eve dinner, Christmas day lunch and the last day of the year? I spent it with Paolo where we had a proper date; trekking it to the city, going to a "cafe," him teaching me how to play pool, walking all the way to Pancakes On The Rocks and stuffing ourselves, taking photos in a photobooth because we're cute n' dat, playing a weird Jap drumming game and when we were about to go home...we decided to meet up with Winnie, David, John, Anton and Bill where we played a bit of pool. However, I had to go home since rents wouldn't let me go watch the fireworks but no regrets because it looked bad anyways hehe. Then I got to eat pho :) Furthermore, it will probably completely end with me and Paolo on the phone watching the fireworks on the television. :) 

In conclusion, I had a wonderful start and a beautiful ending to this year where it will end with a smile and 2012 will start with one. I have learnt a million things this year, I had my share of pros and cons, I have become stronger, experienced more things, losing friends but gaining closer friends and well it has been a great year but I guess it is time for a new year :)

2012 will bring different experiences, different feelings, different outcomes. It is a start of something different and hopefully something better because everyone deserves the best. I hope 2012 will be a beautiful, wonderful and lovely year. 

A Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas all :) 2011 itself has gone by so fast and 2012 is creeping around the corner. After Christmas I've been slothing it out, sleeping for more hours than I'm actually awake for and hydrating in water while consuming all the fast food I've been craving that you would think i was trying out every hang over cure known to mankind. The truth is I've just been lazy and caught up in boxing day sales and too damn merry to give two cents about the world. 
But enough about the aftermath of Christmas, more on that later.

Christmas started for me on Christmas Eve with a family gathering and staying up to 12 to Christmas day to open presents. It always makes it more exciting you know?

 

Looking Merry in my Santa hat

 

I spent much of Christmas Day sleeping it out and only woke up cause i was hungry only to go back to sleep afterwards. That following night i had Christmas Dinner. 

That was my Merry Merry Christmas all summed up as i possibly can!  

 I'll be off to Nelson bay tomorrow and won't be back before New Years Eve. So i better start packing ! :) Fingers and toes cross the weather will be kind to me.

Until New years

Love Lien xox 

Ahoy there

Just one more week left until it's smooth sailing again. Modern history tomorrow followed by math then I'M A FREE BITCH!
I'll keep this post short and simple since ts getting late and I'm getting tired.
The past few weeks have no doubt been busy. But they've been alright. I just can't wait til it's all over you know? So I can watch breaking dawn! LOL
Until we meet again
Xoxo lien