Saturday, June 20, 2009

Frustrated,pissed,PAIN,BORED and losing sane

Oh my fucken goodness.
I've been so frustrated and paranoid for like weeks now. Why? because of this cold sore i got. Its my first outbreak and apparently the first is the worst. well to me, Its all under my lower lip and its just looks totally gross. I skipped 5 days of school and right now i'm suppose to be enjoying a nice feast at starcity buffet but instead i chose to stay home being paranoid because with this cold sore i can't enjoy a decent meal without screaming in pain and agony to the bathroom afterwards with my mouth filled with ice cubes to ease the pain. Ah FUCK LIFE. I FUCKEN HATE LIFE RIGHT NOW. I can't go out anywhere without my mirror, cold sore antiviral and cotten buds. I skipped 3 weeks of tutor already because of it and idk about a forth but i dont see how its not likely. I'm just gonna express my frustration into this blog.
The week this coldsore goes away OMFG is the damn week ill be celebrating my assoff. to believe it or not this cold sore started like at the beggining of the term. it wasnt at bad and i treated it and it came back WORST AND WORST. Already been to the doctors like twice and theres pretty much nothing they can do about it. All that can really help is TIME,PAIN AND ICE CUBES!
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omg. I dont wanna skip school monday cause i needa hand in some IST website assignment and gawd i need Adobe Dreamweaver CS4 to do it. Pshhs im so screwed everything is so scewed. Bleh .

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