Stina and Lee

Well anyways,
today my mum asked me " Do you look forward to anything?"
And well honestly, I don't look forward to anything not that i can tell anyone of. Why? Because i know that only in a matter of time that "joy" of reaching what your looking forward to won't last all that long to be looked forwarded to. Well all i can say that i look forward to are little small things that sort of don't mean much. For example i look forward to getting my new shoes. Yeps pretty lame but I'm sure that i'll just get over it in like what the 5minutes i'm holding them? Looking forward to the holidays? But there's no fun in that when you know your going to eventually run out of things to do. I look forward to drama lesson, and then be shattered that we end up doing some boring research in a crabby comp room. It's like an orgasm, all that enjoyment is building up and you look forward to coming and then you come and its all over. LOL bad example.
It's easier to tell you about all the things i dread. Like every boring science lesson with Ganesh or every PE lesson with intimidating competitive guys. Maybe it's cause i have such a negative point of view and see everything from a negative perspective.
Well i don't know. It's sort of time burning i guess to write a whole lot of philosophy junk in hope that no body will read it.
Well that's all :)