It is only time until I crack under all this stress and pressure. My life is really messed up at the moment, well in my eyes at least. (I'm sorry if you're life is much much worse and I'm just complaining about a life better than yours).
I am reall really hungry at the moment but seriously all I can find is last night's dinner and I am pretty sure last night's dinner is going to be today's lunch ): I've been waking up so early lately, jet lag maybe?
I have to also catch up on 1week and a day worth of work, which is A L O T. Mostly fricken geography, she's fricken crazy. I also have just realised that advance english is in week 6 and I still need to read the books and analysis them then write a stupid speech. THEN I have to also study for half yearlies, urgh. I still haven't done my english assessment and I hope I don't get a zero in it or I'm going to cry for days...I'm already failing english and I really want to get at least a B for english and make it to advance, not to mention I am trying really hard to improve my english but so far it is not going so well ): I also am doing quite bad in elective history and history...ahhhh I'm going to cry ): I am really worried about school. I will take school incredibly serious from now on.
Not to mention all the other problems that does not revolve around school. I feel so bad that I can't do anything to help the people that I well and truely care for. I wish I knew how to, something that will take all their problems away from them. I'm really worried about them.I feel like an extremely heartless person to not feel much for a certain event, but really how am I suppose to react to it? There's also another billion things that hasn't affected me yet but I will soon hit that brick wall.
I have no idea what I'm going to do, but hopefully everything will get better (:
and you're my best best buddy.
We can make this count.
[Best best buddy, lmao really why is that line in there?]
Christina xoxo
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