...I haven't blogged in a while ): sorry. haha I didn't really have much to blog about. I shall be doing this post without any backspacing (: That is my aim...therefore it will not make much sense haha.
Do you know about that feeling, where you know that someone is angry at you or something? Like a vibe that they givee off? no? well I do like heaps, I don't know if it is because I am paranoid but i really don't like it. Then I try to avoid them since I think they're pissed off at me and I don't want them to scream or bite my head off.
Regret...something that we have all felt before...well, should of. I hate the type of regret where you regret something you didn't do...because you know you could of done something right there but yet you didn't. I swear I've been regretting a billion things that I didn't do at the moment...and barely regretting things I did do...urgh.
I am so screwed for english...I still need to read one more book blahhh then I need to write a stupid 5 min speech on it...omfg soo much I swear...This school is crazy. I hate speeches...I get all nervous on stage...like if it was saying a speech with someone else infront of everyone I wouldn't be as nervous and scared. I think its that I'm scared of being up there by myself because I know that no one can help me...or if I screw up... I'll screw up alone./ And I'm doing so bad in english this year...I'm scared I won't make it to advance english.
I literally wanna cry but I can't...you know crying relieving a lot of stuff? haha...well at least it works for me? :/
Christina.
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