Never, ever ever ever.

Got Geo half yearly exam papers back today. Holy shit did i fail that, but was CLOSE TO! It's such a shitty mark, but i wasn't expecting to get 90% anyways after all i went into the exam room not giving a shit about geography. Hmph alright maybe I'll give it a better go when yearlies come and this time properly with the whole sitting there and studying Geo like a bitch. LOL I'm not bummed that i got shit because i know i deserved it. It just doesnt go down right if i know i deserved a good mark but i got shit.
Talking of which i really should stop lazing around like a stupid bum cause this my education I'm talking about. It benefits me in the long run nobody else but myself and i don't want to be the sad adult in 10years time looking back and regretting that i didn't give it my all. Regretting i could of tried harder and putting the extra effort in instead of sitting there watching TV and gaming all day, night long or too disinterested in school cause i was too busy worrying about a pimple or my bad hair day . Cause out of all the miserable feelings in the world that a human can possible feel; envy, hate, greed, hunger, etc regret would be in my opinion the worst. Having the feeling that you had the chance, opportunity to have done something that would of impacted your life but missed it is the worst feeling one can possible feel. I don't know if i have the mental capacity to be able to live with myself and tolerate all that regret within myself. It truly is a horrible thought. That horrible thought is what motivates me each and everyday to try a littler harder, put that extra effort in cause smallest detail can lead bigger things in the end.

Lien :)