Spongebob.

I am so friken tired. Mental exhaustion you know. I said i was going to sacrifice my holidays so I can use all this time to study and stuff and so far I've kept true to my words. To be honest i haven't left my house since Sunday. Yeah i do know its Thursday today and tomorrows a Friday, which means i have tutor. I got so much to do and all this free time to do it but it almost impossible for myself to apply myself to anything. I tried to do my tutor homework but earlier this morning and attempted some of it but it was just "what the fuck am I reading, I don't get this at all" And I'm totally screwed.

I am completely lost in my workload. I keep saying to myself 'I'll get around to doing it' which is true cause I always somehow manage to but right now I don't see this going anywhere. I'm so stressed about not studying enough that every minute I'm not doing anything productive I feel so guilty. You know that thought that goes running through your head during an exam when you reached a question you can't seem to figure out screaming 'Fuck, why didn't I go through this?' and when you get your marks back that that instant regret you get for wasting your time doing something stupid like watching SpongeBob square pants or arguing over how shit twilight is instead of reading your goddamn notes. I'm setting such a good example of myself because i should be practising my extended response to the Whitlam dismissal right now. I've been procrastinating that for 2 days already. So after I'm done with this post I'm going straight to it and getting it over and done with.

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