Here i am again letting precious moments fly away when i can do something productive, but i'm not motivated to apply myself. I know it's probably early to start writing notes for yearly but to think of it their in 2 and a half weeks time. That includes my holiday. And i want to use my holiday for you know, holidaying and relaxing not cramming. So i was writing notes for history earlier then i thought "Oh i should send the vid we filmed to people who were involved' so i did that, then i got distracted with facebook. Then i just got over distracted and unbothered. BUT TOMORROW i promise to myself i will get my history notes done.. most of it anyways. :) etc. Fuck it's only school cert but you know I'm so pessimistic when it comes to things like this. I'm worried that if i fail.. even if its just SC that it's a sign i'll be a failure at life and i don't want that. Also want to get into the habit of studying, revising, note taking you know? For senior year ? LOL Like i said, don't want to be a failure when it comes to this.
I got so many issues, You know those people who just don't try ? And just think have that attitude " Oh i'm dumb, so i won't try or i know your smarter than me" Kinda get to me. I mean how can you think like that? Maybe if you tried you might get there, you need perseverance. I just want to encourage those people but i don't want to make them think as though i'm pushy or anything. It just if you have the motivation to do something you will and eventually just get there. Sound so corny but it's only corny and over used because it's a fact. I know for a fact because i can do it so if i can why can't they? Maybe your goals aren't as big as mines but it's still achievable and sometimes you needa aim for the stars for that kick of motivation :)
Lien xox
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