Day One and Two

Since I'm just starting this now I'll do about 2-3 a day to catch up :)

Day one: Your views on death, how you cope etc.
Everyone was born to die, I know it doesn't sound very pleasing and as if I've doubting life. However, it is definite that our life will end with death. I'm not saying that our purpose in life is dying but it is one component of it. We all have different purposes for living, if not why would we hold onto our lives so tightly? I see death as a sleep that we cannot awake from. Althought none of us for sure knows what happens after, it may be going to heaven, wandering the Earth as spirits and so on. At the same time I believe that there might be a chance of reincarnation but to be honest I'm iffy about it.

I must say I'm not exactly scared of dying, I accept the fact that it's going to happen sometime within our lives. However, I'm not going to be careless, I still don't think I have completed what I want in life. But I'm not those people that take caution with everything they do because of their fear in death.

How do I cope with someone's death? Well, I'm not sure as I'm extremely lucky to not have anyone close to me that has passed away.

Day two: How you introduce yourself to new people.
I'm not exactly good at making new friends and so on, as I'm quite shy and awkward LOL. But when I do I try to be enthusiatic and I usually just say "HI! My name is Christina, what's your name?" hehe. Yes...I'll probably scare them away ):

Day three: What you think about love
Like Winnie said, I love the idea of love. It's such a wonderful feeling but yet at times can be scary. How can it be scary? Well, the more you love someone the more you get hurt, isn't that right? I believe love is a two way street, you can only be truely in love if the person whom you love, loves you back even the slightest makes the difference...sort of...that won't really pass by me but yeah. When your in love it's as though you know for sure that there will also be someone there for you no matter what. Someone that you can put all your trust into and help you carry the world on your shoulders. Someone that will motivate you to go through the day with a smile on your face. Someone that makes you feel safe and as if no one can hurt you as long as they're also there beside you. It's so reassurancing and well, cosy and safe LOL. However, it also triggers all these other horrible feelings such as jealousy, paranoia, getting hurt by the slightest things, the feeling that they could be gone in a second and so on. Not exactly what you would want to feel.

It is also lovely to have someone to hold your hands, hug you and hold you tight, someone to give you kisses, someone to remind you that you are loved and worth everything every single day, someone to brighten up your day, someone to do all those cute couple things we see on TV. Haha. Also someone to spoilt you with gifts ;) (hehe Valentine's Day is soon.) To be honest, I don't really know what I'm talking about, I guess love is something that must be felt to be understood? There are probably so many more things I could write about but since you have the main idea I'll stop talking about how great it is LOL.

People also say that love hurts, I believe that is not what hurts. What hurts is the feeling of rejection, losing the person you love, people changing their hearts and so on. Love is meant to be one of those amazing and special things in this world, something that should be cherished not something that hurts us. Love is sort of a supernatural phenomona, it can't be explained and it's a bit out of this world, a bit out of normal. If you get me? Alright I should really stop it here...I'm not really sure what I'm saying anymore. But before I sign off...love can also be the relationship between friends, family and so on. It doesn't need to be specifically with your other half. Love between friends and family are also amazing, they also give you a sense of comfort, safety and belonging.

It's weird...that my views on love has totally changed...I think I have another post on tumblr to do with love and it's probably completely different...I wonder why aye? ;) Hehe.

Love Christina :)