#personal

With all these exams and the workload that has to be put into preparing for them, don't you just  get the thoughts at the back of your head that no matter how much you work for it, that it would never be enough? That thought is constantly running through my head and yet i still sit here calmly typing up this blog without a care in the world. I came up with a "study plan" that i failed to stick by, and as much as i wish to I'm not motivated to even try stick to it. It's a struggle to get up and out of bed every morning for me because i have nothing to look forward to . All i have waiting for me a a pile of books stacked on the floor, loose leaf paper everywhere with notes from all different subjects i failed to file properly, essay and long responses that need double checking and math problems i fail and worst math formulas i fail to clasp the concept of . I don't know why when you're younger and carefree you wish so hard to be grown up. Cause growing up sucks, the biggest worry i had back in primary was when i got into a fight with my best friend or the word about who i had a crush on got out. Those were the days. Now days if someone gives you shit, you couldn't give two cents.
Well i look forward to Saturday :) and the next time i see Aivee whenever that will be. 
Lien