Since all the half yearlies have been finished I've been so lazy. I cbb to do like anything, i just leave things last minute. Like the other night i didn't realize i had a DVD cover due for English the following day until i was packing my bag for school. On my realization i frantically grabbed a sheet of paper and coloring pencils and began doodling whatever shit i could come up with. I tell myself all these things that i should be doing but somehow i just procrastinate my way out of it or rush it. I mean i should be taking things all seriously right since its "senior school" but honestly it seems like i don't even care. I got a C for maths and i just shrug it off and say to myself 'i can do better' but then i don't even try to do better. Maths is a bludge, i never feel like doing any work in class, i never bring my textbook and never do my homework. I only get half decent marks because of all the cramming i do a week before. If there's any time now for me to get into good studying habits it should be now. I seriously envy those people who can sit at their desk everyday and manage to get all their work done and be all enthusiastic about school and have good work ethics because the reality of it is that i don't think i could ever be like that.
Since exams i've got a speech to do and an oral presentation for modern.
-Lien
No comments:
Post a Comment