Sometimes, I really do wish that I was creative. It always seems that creative writing is what lets me down, I can never get an acceptable mark with it. Even worse the HSC consists of creative writing tasks and after seeing the marking criteria, I will surely fail. Maybe it's just that I was never actually good at English, my vocabulary is extremely limited, my grammar is horrible and well my understanding of texts are just incorrect. No matter how hard I try to expand my vocab. I can never do it, my memory fails me miserably. I guess I have to try my hardest to improve and plus Paolo wants me to write a stupid romance story when I have time.
Lately, school has given us a shit load of problems. The exams, to which is not meant to mean a lot as it does not actually count to anything but since I'm an overachiever that is completely false. So far, my exams have gone horribly especially maths, gosh I think I failed it miserably. The only subject that I think I did sufficient in would be physics, with 40 minutes to spare. However, I have a feeling my cockiness will cause me to also...well, to put it simply, stuff it up. English was not as bad as I thought it would be but since it was creative writing, bye bye A/B. Now all I have left would be Studies of Religion, Chemistry and Economics in that order. Even thought I'm scared I have not found much motivation to study, instead I'm sitting here writing a post. Hello, a barely passing mark, or even worse a fail. I have not at all been what I would call a senior student. It seems I am still stuck in the past and I really need to get everything together.
Camp cabins are frustrating and annoying. 18 girls in a cabin, how stupid can it get. Girls are talkative, noisy and well, some girls scream/screech. 18 girls in a room will be a night that the teachers will never forget. The numbers are so hard to get and well there are problems. People wanting to swap with some of us and etc.Oh wells, whatev. LOL
Christina.
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