It was so goddamn hard to pull myself out of bed this morning, like every muscle in my body ached, it was like my body was awake but my mind was alseep. My mind hasn't even adjusted to daylight savings yet, and to be waking up at 7:30 ? That's like 6:30!
So i get to school "early" (which is really leaving the house at 8:20 instead of the usual 8:30).
My new timetable sucks. Since my chemistry class collapsed, it was inevitable my timetable was going to change slightly. So my chem and bio periods got swapped @(%*&#%. Now I'm in some other chemistry class and it's so crowded. @.@ I'm not used to having so many people in a chem class. Guess I'll just have to adjust :) I don't really mind it right now but i'll guess and see how it turns out in the 'not so distant' future.
I am so fucked so year 12. Inevitably and utterly fucked. Going through the year 12 handbook all i could think of was 'I am so fucking dead ', everything seems so real and not so far away and it worries me. I am not in the right mind frame to mentally prepare myself for year 12 and its just come and hit me like a big yellow bus. But anyways the worst is not yet arrived so i'll try my best to remain calm and desperately grasp what little sanity i have left.
I should start sleeping earlier now to get the 10HOURS OF SLEEP I DESPERATELY CRAVE FOR. LOL
Lien
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