Hm what a long day today was..regardless of how crazy humid and hot it was today i was bothered to get out of the comfort of my air conditioned house and wander around cheso aimlessly for 4 hours. Well it wasn't aimlessly, i just didn't want to go home. I don't know but i've been having that feeling for awhile now. The feeling of just not wanting to be home?
Started well last period. I was just sitting in the hot stuff closet space of a math class copying off notes and not giving a single fuck what Sir was talking about. So anyways I don't want to go into complete detail of 4th period but then i just felt really shit. Argh. But whatevers so i walk home with Steph. I get home and start to cool off.
Then i get a text to hang out so i figured why not? I didn't want to stay home. All i have is a stack of work to do, might as well procrastinate it while i can. I wasn't feeling like i wanted to be at home anyways. So i meet up in Cheso and then hung out til like 4 or whatever until they left to go swimming. I'm not a swimmer so i figured i should go home, so i was walking home and i figured why the fuck, its only 4 and i still don't feel like going home. So i gave a Kim a call cause i figured she'll be at the library, so i stopped by to talk and hang out and ended up staying to about 6 until i decided to leave. Honestly i didn't feel like going home yet, i could have sat there for a few more hours. But i guess i was sane enough to go home? LOL Nah i just felt like going home since i couldn't hide out forever.
But yeah that was my day after school. I just felt like blogging about it cause a friend of mines tells me to express how i feel. That's what i'm doing, expressing myself in a brain explosion of a mindfucking post of irrelevant information. But i feel slightly better.
There's still so much i want to express but i don't know where to start. I always fuck up. I feel that i always fuck up and here i am again, doing what i do best. Fucking things up.
Lien
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