Stina and Lee

"Today you are You, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is Youer than You."
- Dr. Suess

Yes, I am aware of the fact that people change, some for the better and some for the worse. Sometimes change isn't noticed by the altering person themselves. So I guess I can't really hold it against them for changing but I'm sorry, I really can't help it. To give out second chances are also extremely hard, you have kind of lost my respect but no, I don't hate you and those other people that has changed.
I still call you one of my closest friend but at times I cannot put what you have become behind me thus those days I'm not exactly ecstatic to talk to you.
The change that has been bothering me for ages would be the fact that you are slow trying to join the crowd. Becoming a clone, copying others or trying to at least although luckily you have not been completely taken over. I have no idea what I would do when you do, I have lost many friends already and you're one of the people I really don't want to lose. We had good times and to be honest I want to have more of those memorable times with you. Yes, being different isn't always easy, you get judged, some even hate you for being different. But what is the point of being the same as the others, you're not being yourself. You are not being true to yourself, yes, I know that is extremely cliche but it is true.
The fact that you are slowly changing into the people that you hate, the people that you would complain about, is quite annoying. Even when you are slowly changing into them, you still complain about them and I have no idea what to say to it. I can't exactly agree with you, cause if i do that, I'll just be saying that I'm hating you. I know you expect me to agree with you but I really can't, thats why I would go quiet or give you a slight smile. Yes, you use to complain about those people before you changed and though I didn't really care about it, I still tried to not make you feel awkward but now I really can't do that, I'm sorry.
I have no idea what to do anymore. Do I tell you what I think? Do I keep it quiet? But telling you what I think, may cause me to lose you even quicker. I guess all I can really do is to hope you'll be yourself again, be the person before all this.

- Christina