♫ There’s only one thing, to do, three words for you. I love you. ♫
W O W. I never ever thought this day would ever come, I always thought you would be the one friend that will be with me all the way through highschool and outside of it. I never thought you would leave me alone here to defend for myself in this shithole called Sefton. I always came to you for support, where is my support now? You were the one person I could rely on, I put all my trust onto you and now who can I put my trust onto now? I told you so much that I would never tell anyone else. You always brought a smile to my face not matter how shit I felt. I know I shouldn’t but I feel somewhat betrayed, I know its not your fault but I just can’t help it. I also can’t help the fact that I have suddenly develop a hate for St. George’s Girls, they’re taking you away from us, we have had you for 3 years and a term, and we want you to stay with us until we graduate, BUT they just have to take you away from us, you’re not meant to be one of them, you’re suppose to be a seftoner, ALWAYS!
I was in so much shock when you told me. It felt so fake, it was too fast to take it all in, that one of my closest friend was leaving me to go to some other school who just talks down on us (by us I mean Sefton). I’m still hoping that when I wake up tomorrow, you’ll be waiting for us at school and smiling and laughing at us for believing it.
We made so many memories together, for a whole 3 years, but yet I still wish I have spent more time with you, all the times I have been with you seems so short and I don’t think it will ever be enough unless we grow old together (: I can probably ramble on and on about all the things we did and how much fun we had. These memories will always be with me, ahahahah even when I’m old and grumpy :D The first time I met you, it was in history, 2007; me and jessica (nt) were alone on one of the history tables and you asked us if you could sit with us and we said yes, from that day on I got closer and closer to you. Then how about when I found out you walked the side gate too, thats when our afternoons started, our famous tradition, then in time your dad started to drive me to the station. How about the times we would shove like 6 people in the back of the car? Or when I was put into the boot, which had a small hole in it and i was screaming “there’s a fricken hole, and I can see the road.” Or when sally was seating in the baby seat. Or when me and Therese were trying to pull off “two heads, one body.” Or when we would make Nilasi sit on the floor. Or how I walk so slow now because of you. And we would meet at the lockers no matter what.
And in history, yr 7, where Jessica was using a lighter and nearly burnt my face off. Or when we wrapped her in toliet paper. And science lessons? Those were the best lessons we had together, mostly with Mr Parker. We would sit in class and learn but yet laughing our asses off at whatever. When we use to steal matchsticks from science thinking we were heaps cool. Maths lessons with Yuen? ahaha those were funny, when the class was compared to instant noodles. English lessons together? Where john would fall off his chair heaps and how we would watch Simpsons. How about when you were with me for fitness testing, always there for me (: even though I sucked.
And how we would talk about so many things and it wouldn’t stop, and it was so easy to talk to you. And when you would cover your ears when we cussed, and all the times we would insult each other. Remember the time we jumped the fence? cause we were so lazy to go the other way? and therese being a chicken shit about it. Then we realised that we were trespassing so we panicked for a bit but yet we wanted to do it again. How about that bbq that never happened. And science at my house? That shitty house of ours. And your birthday outing at Liverpool where you dressed up? WHAT ABOUT CAMP? Year 9 camp, was heaps fun, and lucky me you were in the same group as me. And the nights in the cabins where Jessica (kylie) got a magazine thrown at her face for talking too much. And when you were matching me up and you guys actually predicted it to be right? How about camp next year? Where will you be then? And where will I be without you for sport?
We have been through so many things together that this would go on forever and ever, so I’ll probably just stop here. But I will miss you so much, I already miss you. Thinking about tomorrow is just horrible, I don’t want tomorrow to come. I want you to stay with us. I will never forget you and please don’t forget me. Aivee…Please don’t change, please don’t turn into one of them, please always be yourself, be the person that I will always love. Don’t disappoint me D: <>
I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH AIVEE, I ALWAYS WILL AND I WILL NEVER STOP. NO MATTER WHAT WE HAVE TO STAY CLOSE ALRIGHT? LIKE HEAPS CLOSE, LIKE AS CLOSER OR EVEN CLOSER THAN WE ARE NOW! No matter how far you are away from me, I will remember you always. You’ll be thinking of me too right? We’ll catch up heaps for holidays, even though i won’t be here this holidays but don’t fret I’ll be writing you essays ahaha and you can do just the same. But it still won’t be the same without you. I don’t know what is going to happen tomorrow, it’s going to be so awkward and weird and it won’t be right. Maybe I’ll start talking on the phone just for you ‹3 I LOVE YOU AIVEE!
♫ Don’t know if I could ever be without chu cause you complete me. And in time I know that we’ll both see, that we’re all that we need. You’re the apple to my pie, you’re the straw to my berry, you’re the smoke to my high and you’re the one I want to marry. Cause you’re the one for me, I’m the one for you, you take the both of us and we’re the perfect two. ♫
P.S You can always come back to us, just like Lien. I’ll be hoping for it to happen, I know it sounds selfish but it won’t be the same without you. Oh and I’ll make you a video, when I have recovered from all this shock. Lol.
Wish I had taken more pictures of you. But lol im pretty sure you have pictures of me tho.
Oh and sorry if there are heaps of mistakes in there :/
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