Negative thoughts

Summer is so hot. Why is it so damn hot? I don't want to even imagine how it's gonna go down when schools back on.
I don't want to even imagine how tomorrow is going to be like. Friggen Truongs, i've missed out so many weeks i'm friggen scared of what we're learning. :S Scared since nearly everybody from Sefton from my class quit, Feel so lonely? , whose  there to turn to if I'm completely lost and need some guidance or something. I'm just so scared, you feel slightly more comfortable knowing you have friends next to you. It's only an hour and 45minutess each week but i'm so fucken scared of it, i think i'm beginning to actually dread fridays now.

School is also a dread, to think we're not going to have another "proper break" for another two years is horrible, horrible, terrible, just bad.

I'm just sad overall that i'm going to have to put some thought into everything i do in the next week because i've been so brain dead for the past 10 weeks. I like it, things are good, careless and relaxing. 

Lien