The irrational thing to is cuss, rage, throw a tantrum, cry, deliberately provoke only to start an irrational argument that will only make a full revolution and take me no where. But I'm not going to do any of those because it just sounds pathetic and gets me literally nowhere.
The rational thing, to just be act as though cool with that even though I'm not in the slightest bit "cool" with it and it's only a burning fury of rage inside. It would seem rational right, act like i don't know anything and don't give a shit? But i do give a shit and it's killing me inside and I'm so fucking hurt. I guess it would also be rational to get over it and move but then again that takes such a long time so i could start from now.
I don't know what to do about it.. I've talked about it to numerous people. It's always the same response. 'You should talk about it'. argh like i highly doubt that's going to solve anything, tried it. failed.
Lien
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